HUALIEN, Taiwan — Crawling by the smoky wreckage, she first discovered her husband and son pinned beneath baggage lockers and mangled metal, however they weren’t respiration. Then she referred to as her daughter’s title. A faint voice responded: “I’m over right here.”

Following the voice, Hana Kacaw discovered her daughter beneath a mass of metallic prepare elements. She tried pulling items of the wreckage off, nevertheless it was no use. “Please maintain on,” she urged. “Somebody is coming to rescue us.’

“I can’t cling on any longer,” her daughter responded, based on Ms. Kacaw. These had been her final phrases.

Similar to that, Ms. Kacaw had misplaced her husband of greater than 20 years and their 21-year-old son and 20-year-old daughter, each promising athletes in faculty. They had been among the many 51 individuals who had been killed on Friday when a train derailed along Taiwan’s east coast within the island’s worst such catastrophe in 4 many years. Others who died included the prepare’s two drivers, at the least two younger youngsters, in addition to a French nationwide and an American.

The eight-car Taroko Specific prepare had been almost full, with about 490 passengers — together with 120 or so who held standing-room-only tickets — on the primary day of a protracted vacation weekend in Taiwan. The authorities say the prepare, which was sure for the japanese metropolis of Taitung, most likely collided with a development car that had rolled down a slope onto the monitor, then slammed right into a tunnel.

The authorities, who’ve pledged a radical investigation, stated on Saturday {that a} suspect had been questioned after which launched on bail. The federal government additionally stated that it would compensate households about $190,000 for every deceased individual, though it could finalize the quantity later.

By Saturday, rescuers had saved all these they presumed had survived, and had been utilizing excavators to attempt to pull out the prepare automobiles. The casualties had been the best in a number of prepare automobiles — numbered 5 to eight — that had been caught deep contained in the tunnel. Ms. Kacaw, who had been in Automobile 8, on the entrance of the prepare, had ultimately discovered her manner out of the tunnel on her personal.

After spending a sleepless evening in a lodge, she joined dozens of different grieving kinfolk on Saturday within the grim, painful process of figuring out stays and saying their goodbyes.

They gathered at a brief help middle that had been arrange beneath tents exterior a funeral residence in Hualien, a metropolis south of the crash web site. They took turns coming into a morgue the place our bodies had been being stored, and plenty of emerged shaken and distraught. Some mentioned funeral preparations and reviewed post-mortem stories, whereas volunteers, Christian pastors and Buddhist monks — and even President Tsai Ing-wen, briefly — provided consolation.

For some households, grief has been sophisticated by uncertainty. Some kinfolk had been annoyed that that they had been unable to establish their family members, however officers stated they had been hoping that DNA samples would assist. The impression of the crash was so nice and the destruction so extreme, the officers defined, that in a number of prepare automobiles, rescuers may solely extricate human stays in elements.

Inside these prepare automobiles, the acrid odor of blood hung within the air, stated Zeng Wen-Lengthy, a volunteer Crimson Cross rescue employee, in an interview. It was there, additionally in Automobile 8, that Mr. Zeng’s workforce discovered 5-year-old Yang Chi-chen, who had been touring along with her older sister and father, wedged beneath a chair.

Greater than an hour handed earlier than the workforce had reached her on Friday, and he or she was already very weak. Mr. Zeng stated he had carried her to her father, Max Yang, who was leaning towards the tunnel and had referred to as out to the rescuers, asking to carry the immobile baby.

Mr. Yang, 42, stated he had tried calling to her to wake her up. A number of instances, he stated, her eyes would flutter open earlier than closing once more. “I’m sorry,” Mr. Yang informed her.

By the point they received to a hospital, Mr. Yang stated, Chi-chen had died. She was one of many youngest victims. Her 9-year-old sister stays in intensive care.

On Saturday, Mr. Yang returned to the location of the crash — a tunnel operating by verdant mountains overlooking the Pacific Ocean — with different grieving kinfolk to “name again the soul,” a standard Taoist mourning ritual usually carried out for victims of an accident.

Dealing with the placid blue waters, the members of the family referred to as out to their family members who had perished within the crash.

“Come residence!” they yelled towards the tunnel, the place employees in yellow arduous hats had halted work on restoring the broken railway monitor and eradicating the prepare carriages. “It’s time to go now!”

Mr. Yang stated that Chi-Chen, a rambunctious lady, had been excited to spend the lengthy vacation weekend at an ocean-themed amusement park in Hualien, identified for its dolphin present.

“Yang Chi-chen, cease enjoying within the water now, we’re leaving!” wailed Mr. Yang, who nonetheless had a drip in his hand and bandages on his bruised cheek. “We’re going to take the bus to have enjoyable some other place!”

On a viewing platform above the opposite households, Ms. Kacaw, the girl who had misplaced her husband and two youngsters, wept quietly as a Christian pastor led a prayer.

Each her son, Kacaw, and her daughter, Micing, had been college students and monitor stars on the Nationwide Taiwan Sport College in Taoyuan, a metropolis close to Taipei. They had been a tight-knit household and maintained a deep connection to their Indigenous ethnic group, the Amis.

Ms. Kacaw stated she had loved enjoying badminton along with her daughter of their neighborhood in New Taipei Metropolis and listening to her son play the guitar. She stated the youngsters had been introverts, similar to their father, Siki Takiyo, whom she described as a soft-spoken college administrator.

Now, all three of them had been gone, and Ms. Kacaw’s grief was compounded by guilt as she struggled to know how they might have died whereas she survived.

She stated she couldn’t cease fascinated with how she had requested her youngsters to return to their ancestral residence in japanese Taiwan. She had needed them to see their grandparents and pay their respects at their ancestors’ graves. The youngsters had agreed though her daughter had a monitor meet and her son had been getting ready for exams.

On Friday morning, the household missed the prepare that they had initially booked. A kindly ticket vendor on the platform had provided to improve them to the Taroko Specific, which might get them there sooner. On the prepare, she had taken a seat behind the primary automotive, whereas her husband and youngsters had been on the entrance — the a part of the prepare that will later take in the best impression.

To Ms. Kacaw, the seeming randomness of all of it was insufferable.

“Why didn’t I’m going with them?” she requested, in tears. “Why did I ask my youngsters to come back residence with me?”

After the prayer, she sat in a wheelchair, dazed, a big cotton bandage throughout her brow. Tears streamed down her face as she stared out on the ocean. A light-weight rain started to fall.

“My solely want is for them to come back into my goals tonight,” she stated.

Pleasure Dong reported from Hong Kong.